what is it to be in love with someone? to be "in love" as opposed to just loving? to love someone enough to change your ways for them?
i might need to relearn how to be by myself. thinking about being without simon, the man that i love, scares me. and that's scary. being happy with me, being happy alone, doing things by myself, is important because i now know without a doubt that i'm not the most important person in his life, though he may be that in mine. therefore, i can't let myself get carried away with dependence; i need to break ties and let my old self-awareness come back.
sonja and jacque will be here soon enough. terry and jaclyn are here. all i need is myself.
"i said, larry will you make a toast? and someone said, 'larry went home to take a shit!'"
i love curb your enthusiasm