how does one become one of those beautiful, put-together, educated black women whose blogs one reads out there in the blogosphere? well-dressed, well-read, with a ph.d., a beautifully appointed apartment, a loving partner, great cooking skills and a bag of important contacts all over the country/world, and under 30?
that's what i'm trying to figure out. i'm almost 25, which means if i plan on getting a ph.d. i need to get to it, quick. i also need to get in shape, NOW, so i'm looking into gym membership and personal training for the winter. maybe i should have applied to grad school this winter. maybe not getting my recs together was a big mistake. i don't know. i don't know where i would want to go, or what i would want to study, but i feel like time is passing me by!
boo. all i currently do is confuse myself, to be honest. i run in circles in my head, weighing my decisions. i'm happy to say i think i'm moving forward on the professional connections piece, but i still haven't quite figured out where they're taking me.
i think it's kinda sad that i use my days off to worry about work. :(
anyway, it's saturday. party on!