i broke up with him yesterday, and then unbroke up with him today. stupid, stupid me. i'm getting played, but at least i'm aware of it, and i know that being stupid is my decision. i know that i'm asking for this. i know that i'm being taken advantage of by a crazy man that doesn't love me as much as he should. i know all of these things. i want companionship badly enough to accept it and be okay with it.
the end. for now.